Assalamualaikum. Sorry guys. I'm not in a good mood right now. I'm so pissed off. You know what. I'm tired with how you treat me and others differently. Do you think I'm an idiot to believe every single thing that come out from your mouth. please. I'm not a child anymore. I can differentiate whether you're faking it or not. How can you not treat me like you treat others? I'm not a stranger ((like you said)). but how can I feel no love from you? I'm tired okay. I've been apart from you for only two weeks and I felt nothing. You know what. I don't really miss you. And I guess I'm doing fine without you. But that's only for two weeks. I want to try apart with you for a year. then I will know whether I'll miss you or not and you'll miss me or not. I can live without you or not and you can live without me or not. But until that time, I need to wait for 2014 to come to the end. I hope this will change until then. I'm so tired with you treating me like this. I know I'm stupid but I have feelings. Assalamualaikum.